Regret...

So many things.
Wow.
My life is full of surprising coincidences.
Amazing.
Serendipitous.
I need to watch that movie again.
Good movie.
Well, I enjoyed it.

Learning is a life-long process.
From birth to death everything cannot be learned.
That's just how it is.
A person is constantly learning if they are consistently learning.
Just never give up.

I need to grow up a little bit more.
Grow up enough to consider myself mature.
Just an observation I made about myself.
Just a thought.

...nothing.

I'm not sure...

I figure.
If I'm here.
In this world.
Just here.
Why not be more than here?
Why be so inactive in my pursuit of...true worship?

Most often than not I find myself at a crossroad.
Well, I guess a lot people find themselves at crossroads a lot of times.
It's really easy to realize which choice I should make.
Real easy to determine which is the better, more Godlier, choice.
I guess my weakness is my inability to wrestle myself from not necessarily sinful decisions, but just not edifying decisions.
It's easy to choose which is the better, but actually going along that path is hard because the other choice isn't an outright sin. It's just not as beneficial.
Choices determine.

There is a reason.
I may not know right now.
I may not know in 5, 10, 15 years, but there is a reason.
Everything happens for a reason because God-ordained it that way. (I hope I'm not speaking heresy.)
It's my duty with the help of the Holy Spirit and reading God's will (the Bible) to carry out as blameless and God-fearing life as possible.

I'll find myself at crossroads again...
Probably more than many times.
I guess it's my job to be like Job.

...about this.