25 December 2008

Christmas has come!
It was a very good one this year.
It is awesome to realize that people were missed when you see them.
Not saying that they weren't missed before, but that it was good to see them and tell them they were missed.
Life doesn't wait for anyone.
Make the most of it.
Not that you aren't already.
Winter retreat has come and gone as well.
It was one that was memorable because of the time that was spent.

I realized a lot from watching people.
It takes a lot of time to figure out people.
And even though we are who we are it still takes a long time to figure out what makes us go and stop and go and stop.
I'm not even close to doing so, but I know that it doesn't really matter if I do figure out whatever needs to be figured out.
I also know that it doesn't matter if I don't fully understand my friends because that's not my job.
My job as their friend is to be there even though I don't fully understand them.
To me, that is the beauty of friendship.
To be there even though I might not know the situation that their in.
To love even though it is hard to understand.
Sometimes its best to sit and be.

I wish I could, but this I really can't.
It is to0 hard and for me, maybe impossible.

-Johny (: