16 December 2008

Today is the 16th day of December.
It was raining a lot the past couple of days.
I like the rain.
Something about it...
Maybe its the coming of the winter...
Maybe its the cleanliness of the air....
Maybe its...
Cheese...

I am lamenting.
"Why?" you ask.
Well, I don't know.
I think its a mix of different things that I can't quite place a finger on.
There are things that are tangible and then there are the abstract things.
Come to think of it...I don't miss the tangible things.
Only the feelings that were associated with it.
The thing is...
I don't think those memories are easily retrieved.
And now I am done lamenting.
"Why?" you ask.
Well, I know.
I think its the fact that right when I finished putting a period on a sentence I realized that somethings aren't meant to be retrieved.
There are things that are only supposed to be felt once.
Others maybe are supposed to be felt during certain seasons of a life.
Intense feelings that go away and come again as life moves along.
Who knows why this happens.
I just know to appreciate the moments as they come and take things in stride.

-Johny (: