Re-living.

Hey.
It has been a little while...hasn't it?
Well, to give you a quick update on the happenings of my life since I last wrote:
It has been summer for some time now and I have been enjoying it, but I really
can't wait to get back to the daily grind of school.
Sometimes I get the feeling that once I get to it I might regret it and miss summer,
but for right now I can't wait to get back to it.

I've been searching, halfheartedly, for a job.
Can't really complain about not finding one yet when my effort isn't really there.
With school starting soon and all I think that I'm going to begin searching
after I get in the school groove and really get a grasp of going back to UCI.

Sometimes I get the feeling that I should be more open and foward with my feeling
and just everything in general.
But I think that in those situations that I've chosen to bite my tongue and not say
anything I think its worked out pretty well.
Because...when I look back and analyze those moments that I did do that in my life
I have to say that the outcomes weren't bad at all.
Maybe almost good, but surely not bad.

I should get back to reading the books that said that I was going to read.
I get in a reading mode for about 2 weeks and then I stop.
I don't think it is a lack of discipline because I like to read.
And discipline is not really needed for something that I enjoy to do.
I think its more that I don't like to be static in place for too long.
I get a little fidgety.

This summer has been an absolute enjoyable waste of time.
Thanks.

-Johny (: