Sights and sounds.

I am a man.
I hope to be a real man of God one day.
To be able to lead a family.

My struggles are real and I feel as though without God they are impossible for me to overcome.
Because of my propensity towards sin and my fleshly desires, how can I?
Without God I am just a chicken without a head.
"I can do all things through Him who strengthens me."
I guess what I want is that kind of faith.
That would be so cool.
To just be able to know that God is there for me.
The hard, dry times...yes, they will come, but knowing that God is there is just so comforting.

I want to make a vow like Job.
That man was so faithful.
The ability to endure what he did and still be able to wholeheartedly praise God is just a testament to his relationship with God.
"as long as my breath is in me, and the spirit of God is in my nostrils, my lips will not speak falsehood, and my tongue will not utter deceit."

Amazing Love.
Amazing Grace.

-Johny (: