So much blup

There are so many big ideas in my head.
I just can't seem to get them down on paper or in this case I can't seem to type it out.
I have so many things to share, but its so hard to start writing.
Maybe once I start writing I can flow, but for me the start is the hardest part.
I can't even begin to talk about it.

Thanksgiving is right around the corner.
It is my month people.
I think I'm going to be making two dinners, but I'm not sure.
It really depends on two things: if I make dinner for my family and if people want to spend time together.
I know I harp on it a lot, but I really enjoy the essence of the holidays.
I don't enjoy the commercialization of it, but its nice to go to the malls when everyone is busy looking for gifts for others.
I think it maybe one of the few times of the year where people spend more money for other people than they do for themselves.
The interesting thing about that is I don't spend money for anyone. Heh.
Is me not spending money on anyone/anything spending money for myself?

My dream:
To graduate next year from UCI with a degree in history and journalism.
If that's not possible then to graduate witha major in history and a minor in journalism.
Find an internship somewhere.
Get a job at another place (or at the place where I interned) after doing great work at the internship.
Become a traveler of the world.
Take pictures and become a photojournalist.
Or make documentaries about history like Ken Burns. (He is the man.)